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Post by Sakura Sake on Dec 12, 2006 1:22:46 GMT -5
Yet again, I'm in my danger zone. I feel like I'm at the brink of killing someone, and yet here I am, just crying my eyes out, yet still acting as if I'm fine. My mask hides me, but my heart still hurts.
My mother's threating to get rid of my cat yet again. I hate to say it, but Spooky is my one and only true friend. People say they give a rats ass, but they won't sit and listen to me. They won't help me stop my tears. It doesn't matter to them. Then the come to me when they want to die and expect me to help them with their drama when I have my own. It kills. I'm sick of it.
You know what else I'm sick of? Favortism. It needs to burn in hell. It shows how much the middle child is loved. I'm a piece of shit in this family. I keep thinking three more years, but that's going to be so long. I can't wait. Only one of my friends have offered for me to stay with her till everything gets back to normal, and she lives out of state... OK actually. It's so weird. You damn internet people make me feel better then people who I can touch.
And I love you all for that. Thank youb so much. You make me feel loved.
You're my family, you know that? All of you.
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Post by The Black Rose on Dec 12, 2006 14:36:24 GMT -5
I'm sorry Sakura. For everything. Really, I am. I'm glad to hear we help...but sometimes I wish I could do so much more.
I love you too, Sakura, and I only wish that the best comes to you.
~~Flyte
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Post by kaceybug92 on Dec 12, 2006 14:42:50 GMT -5
OMG! thats exactly how I feel. my mom is trying to get me to go to this boarding school in vermont and right now I feel like going just so i can get away from all the shitheads at my school (besides flyte) but anyway then when i get home and go on the comp and talk with you guys i feel soooooo much better. I have actually wished that i could meet some off the people on my forumns and go to schools with them because it would justbe so much better, oh and by the way we lov-ed you callie so hang in there I'm sure it will all work out and if you have to....HIDE YOUR CAT FROM YOUR MOM!!!...lol hope everything works out -Kacey
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Post by Sakura Sake on Dec 12, 2006 18:42:37 GMT -5
Here, I'll move to you guys. Maybe your school won't freak the shit out of me XD
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Post by The Black Rose on Dec 12, 2006 18:52:11 GMT -5
Yes! xD *clings*
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Post by Mandii P./Danny W. on Dec 12, 2006 21:26:00 GMT -5
Even that BIIGG draft horsie that im going to buy you wont make you smile =O. Here, why dont you offer to have your parents put you up for adoption, then you could be adopted by our family, and we could be SISTERS. =]. Oh but if that doesnt work out, you will still come to my barn, yes? BTW: I made a counter for youu. It counts down till the day you get out of school (or close enough.) HOPE YOU LIKE IT! (because its the only one im making -.-) jk jk. <3 www.timeanddate.com/counters/customcounter.html?month=5&day=23&year=2009&hour=8&min=0&sec=0&p0=221 |
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Post by Sakura Sake on Dec 12, 2006 21:30:52 GMT -5
I love the counter, Megami. I love you... and I'll ignore the drafty comment. >.>
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Post by E.a.g.l.e on Dec 14, 2006 12:36:06 GMT -5
OMG sorry everyone that I wasn't here... and Callie I loveth you sooooooooo much! And I was worried I was the only one.  You made me feel better when my hamster was dying and then died(Yes and I know it's stupid that I'm such a softie) And you always have a way of making everyone feel good about themselves on here and making me laugh. So please don't get sad! PRETTY PLEASE WITH A CHERRY ON TOP!? Because if you get sad then I'm sad and if I'm sad then.... .uh..... the world ends? Ok jk Anyways I just know that it will work out for the best, especially if you keep a win-win attitude.... but when it comes to the cat just give her to a friend for a while or something, whatever it takes! And favoriteism is a problem in my family too here's the stats for us 3 kids. Pebble(not my real name, but don't really like it so not gonna use it)- Oldest and Smartest so never even cared about or worried about because she's soooooooooooooooo smart that she can't possibly have a hard life and that she can't possibly feel bad. And you all are probably saying what's wrong with being smart? I said smartest... not smart. Middle Kid- Spoiled Rottem, Has not meaning of the word "respect", and just because she hates to read... she's actually very good when she wants to be, she gets away with murder(not litteraly, just metaphorically  ) She is so disrespectful to my mom(NO ONE is disrespectful to my dad... hehe he's kinda loud sometimes.) and my ma puts up with it, but then when I do something she yells at me and I'm grounded and once she grounded me and never bothered to tell me why, I also lost the chance to go to a party I was overly excited about. And later I find out it's because my b*tch of a sister told lies about me. Youngest- Still spoiled, he's not so bad though. He's kinda cute and full of himself though. And My dumb sister made me the enemy once more so he's kinda her little follower. AHhhh well Once more lov ya to death Callie! Loveeeeeeeee, Yume |
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) She is so disrespectful to my mom(NO ONE is disrespectful to my dad... hehe he's kinda loud sometimes.) and my ma puts up with it, but then when I do something she yells at me and I'm grounded and once she grounded me and never bothered to tell me why, I also lost the chance to go to a party I was overly excited about. And later I find out it's because my b*tch of a sister told lies about me. 